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Since anon asked, here’s the story,

Anonymous asked you:

How did you and Kris meet/become boyfriend and girlfriend?

 Once upon a time, two summers ago, I met this fine young lad at this summer festivity called Le Farmer’s Market at Northridge Mall. From there, it was just a hi-and-bye type of relationship. I didn’t even have eyes on him that year, to be honest, LOL. He had a girlfriend at the time. But they broke up months after.

Months later around September, my best friend and I wanted to go to this tumblr meetup(when they were still legit) in Downtown Disney, so we asked if people on here, who wanted to go. And that was the start of something called BFAM— my kuya Jayr, Danilo, Kris, and his friend Tony came along. It was really random and kinda awkward because no one really knew each other. But along this wonderful journey of bus routes and subways, we all clicked :) So after that, Kris and I were comfortable seeing each other and started talking more often. Went to about 3 more missions with him. And the fake couple pictures started (he told me this was when he started to actually think about it/”us” happening). He developed a small crush on me, before I had.

AND THENNNN— Las Vegas came. It was New Year’s 2011 weekend and we agreed to meet up. It was still somewhat awkward for me because I didn’t really know the kid all that well, but I went with it since he was the only one I knew that was in the area at the time. Unintentionally, we ended up spending the last day of 2010 together. We met up and walked the entire Las Vegas Strip, going every where to random ass places. He even took me out to eat in Paris— also unplanned, lol. One thing that I find ironic/funny is how I told him that I’ve never been taken out on a legit date and asked him, “Omg, does this count as one? This is awkward bc I don’t really know you and this was unplanned, HAHAHA.” He said it counted. And that was what marked the beginning, he tells me. 

After Vegas, he started to like me even more, and at my birthday party in January ‘11 he finally showed it to me— and that’s when I got the hints. Basically the whole year of 2011, he was trying to get at me on and off. Even though he was the sweetest guy and all, he was also being a decisive little asshole to me. He actually fucked me over twice. But that was only because he’s never really been good with girls either, and only one past “legit” relationship he’s put effort in. 

But then, after twice of screwing up with me, the long text messages and late night calls started up between him and I again, over summer. It was quite unpleasant and confusing for me, because I didn’t know whether or not he actually knew what he was doing the third time around. And then on July 4th, at around 6AM on the phone, he asked me for his third chance, and I thought about it. After 5mins of silence, I asked him “Why”. “Why should I take you back after two times fucking me over, how do I know you’re not going to do the same this time? How do I know you’re telling the truth?” A girl can only take so much. And he then replied “Because I finally know what I want.” And so, it just took that and I told him “Yes, you may have another chance”.

Now at first I was kind of iffy and regretting this, feeling that I was going to get fucked over once again, because of how fast I went to take him back. But, Kris quickly overcame that doubt in the back of my mind, because he actually showed me that he did really want me this time. Finally. He was more sincere with me. And I felt reassured. I started liking him back once again. We were in that “talking phase.”

Then August 20th, 2011 came and we spent a whole day in both Disneyland and Disneyland California Adventure, only us two. And that night, watching Disney’s World of Color, as he was hugging me from behind:

Hey Babe?

Yeah?

I’m sorry this isn’t the fancy, special way you were expecting, but you’re someone really important to me.

Then he held this lit up rose right in front of me and said, Will you be my girlfriend?

And ever since, I haven’t regretted that one day I took him back for the third time.

Yaaaaay, the end~

Even though we weren’t able to spend our 3 monthsary together today, it’s okay because my whole weekend consisted of you already. Friday watching Breaking Dawn. Then on Saturday, me ditching Fall Rally this year just to bust a mission to your house at 8AM for the whole day. Sneaking in and having you wake up right next to me in your bed that morning :’) And then later on that night, going to a homie’s party together.

I’m thankful that we happened. I’m cutting all that lovey-dovey/corny shit as of now, cos hell, it’s only our third month, haha. But all I want to say is that it’s unbelievable to me how it’s only been three months. So much has happened in so much time. And so much has happened in so little time.

This third month marks a milestone (as you call it), and hopefully more months to come and so on~ Ew, I don’t really want to sound like a big cheesy bitch up in here, but whatever. I am thankful for you. I don’t regret taking you back the third time. I don’t regret anything with you— remember that. I thank you for putting up with the most unbelievable bullshit and bitch fits I’ve recently put you through. I feel as if I can’t really see myself with anyone else so far, that understands me as much as you do. And by that I mean how fucking weird my humor is and just how peculiar I am in general.. LOL, yeah you know what I mean. I like how we have have a relationship as we’re two closest of best friends, and simply as boyfriend and girlfriend.

Okay bb, happy 3 months, once again. Even though I was low key pissed how you couldn’t come over today. Thank you for this weekend ♥ Muah*

P.S. yeah I hung up on you a little while ago on the phone just to write/publish this

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This summer,

So between you and me: I’m not here to give you hope, nor am I here to tell you that nothing will ever happen or get anywhere further than we stand. I’m simply going with the flow. Where that may take me— good or bad, it all happens for a specific reason in the end. But I’ll tell you right now, I actually decided that I’m going to try (and be careful) with it.

So now it’s finally summer, I’m ready for you, the most spontaneous things happening, new faces, sneaking out, warm nights, parties, late nights, beer pong, beaches, bad tans, and the list goes on. Come at me, I’ve been waiting this whole year and it’s finally here. On the real, I just hope to find someone special to spend and enjoy it with this summer. So let’s make this happen, and one to remember.

Feelin’ like summer already

Feelin’ like summer already